I heard our song tonight
the note that said ‘push play’.
Wishes, dreams, challenges
paths joining and turning to one.
I heard our song tonight,
it played over and over
foreshadowing a life together
moving, changing, forever the same.
I heard our song tonight
the promise hanging in the air
notes lasting longer than breath
giving the emptiness form.
I heard our song tonight
frantic, jagged, full of desire.
Fleeting and wistful,
it faded away as it began.
I heard our song tonight
notes that seemed foreign,
faded and worn
the words escaping my grasp.
I heard our song tonight
I had to look back at myself
someone I used to want to be
a person without a voice.
I heard our song tonight
the one I never hear.
It plays in my memory, alone,
making me wonder why I don’t
sing along.
I heard our song tonight